sometimes i really feel that way. and sometimes it’s completely true.
i go through seasonal depression every year. i’m a very sensitive soul, ya see. and when the seasons clash against each other as they do here in my beloved bluegrass, i get a little outta whack. as if i’m ever in whack.
it’s totally summer now and i should be snapping out of this funk just any time now. i think writing about it helps. so i hope it hurries up. i’ve not even cleaned my room in a month. i’ve got three stacks of clothes in my floor. one is clean, one is dirty and one is in between.
i’ve not been writing very much. i’ve not been playing my bass very much. i’ve not even been to the movies since iron man. well, i did go see indiana jones and the worst sequel ever. but that was such a pile i’m not counting it.
i’ve been getting fat too. i’ve only been to the y once in the last two weeks. i can feel it. i’ve been so lethargic and out of energy and tired all the time. going to the gym helps with all that. and i know it. i’ve just been a lazy POS.
been eating lots of fast food because i’m too lazy to go to the grocery. i can feel that too. god i’m getting old.
i have been getting lots of, um, attention from the ladies recently despite my fatness and laziness and depression. and that don’t even help my mood.
it’s about time i do something i suppose.
Filed under: foolishness | Tagged: bluegrass, depression, eating right, fast food, i'm completely worthless, indiana jones and the worst sequel in history, iron man, lethargic, seasonal depression, working out, ymca
Cal- Why don’t you come on down to Nashville for a few days? Jeff and I are very good listeners, Jeff might smack you around a bit, but it’s just tough love! Seriously, Come down, you and Jeff can go have a guy’s night out, go see some good movies, eat some good bar-b-que! Lincoln has a way of making everyone feel better.