i suck at life.

i really do.  but whatev.  it’s the only one i’ve got.

i’ve been fat lately.  i’ve been eating crap food and not going to the gym.  and i’ve got no one to blame but myself.  just like all my problems.  my own damn vault.  but as soon as i get my stimulus check from barry obama i’ll be right back on track….

right.  no one is coming to help you.  you gotta do it yourself or it never gets done.  i’ve been a little negative lately i suppose.  all linked to my inner turmoil.  my emotions clash upon themselves at the change of the seasons.  and it’s just now turning into a kentucky summer.  we’ve had two weeks of rain, a few days of some rain forest like downpours, and today it’s all clear and going to be in the mid 90’s and humid as all get out. 

i love kentucky.

but anyway, i’m trying to work on a more positive attitude this week.  going to avoid fast food and try to cook at the house as much as i can.  it’s much more cheaper that way anyhow.  and like i have said before, it’s all about babysteps.  just be a little bit better today than i was yesterday.  eat better today than i did yesterday.  go to the gym today since i didn’t go yesterday.  and if i went yesterday, i can go again today.

oh well, we’ll see.

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